A piece of me

Unfiltered, to walk a little more transparently. On April 3rd, I had surgery to remove a cyst and some concerning lymph nodes. Tests came back benign, but the journey to these results has been surprisingly more valuable than even good reports (though I’m thankful).
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Today, I’m walking a little slower, blinking with an awakening that pulses from a place I can only describe as my soul. There’s a feeling of urgency quaking inside of me. It purrs and then it roars, and all at once I feel as if the world around me is shaking, but all I can do is stand still and lean in.
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Lean into this place. This feeling that is all too familiar, but completely brand new. It’s like an invisible wind breathing new life into me. It’s eye opening and calming all at once. It’s new, but molded to my being; as if it were made for me, for this time, in this way.
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This experience has been personal and intimate. I only share it now to share in my weakness, because I believe that by sharing where I am weak, there strength will be cultivated not just in one but in many. So, here is a piece of me, a part of my journey, a window into my walk today.
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God is so good and the revelation I have in my heart today is indescribable. I wouldn’t trade my life or experience for anything. It’s my testimony that God is majestic and sweet and intimate and has always met me right where I’ve needed Him.
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